2007年12月16日 星期日

如此

其實我真的不能和大眾處的很好
我自己也知道
而常常我和人相處的第一個事情
就是偽裝
讓人覺得我好像很好相處 很會處理事情
這也就常常讓我變成必須成為領導者的人

而我並沒有熱情 更常常的是在經過之中 我就厭倦這種虛偽了
而日子還要過下去 不可能因此而結束
於是這種偽裝變成了一種日復一日的夢饜

i just want to fly away from myself 如此而已

2007年12月14日 星期五

西西敲日記 | 台北,義大利麵。女神,吳星螢。(之四)#comment89898

「春有百花秋有月,夏有涼風冬有雪;
 若無閒事掛心頭,便是人間好時節。 」

春天裡有百花齊放,秋天裡有明月相伴,
夏天涼風徐徐,冬天白雪陣陣,
如果沒有閑事掛在心頭,就是人間好時節了!

「莫聽穿林打葉聲,何妨吟嘯且徐行。
 竹仗芒鞋輕勝馬,誰怕?一蓑煙雨任平生。 」

別聽那穿透樹林、打在樹葉上的風雨聲音!
咱不妨一邊從容地趕路,一邊長嘯又歌吟。
手持竹杖,腳穿草鞋;步履輕鬆,勝過騎馬。
有誰害怕?我憑著一件蓑衣(雨衣),行走煙雨人生中。

虛榮

我花了25年的時間
念了個國立大學 當初號稱聯考是全國前三志願的西子灣資管系
又花了好幾年的時間走到紐約 去念一個讓你們眼中會有很好出入的會計所
讓你們在親戚面前很有面子
可以開心的和他們驕傲的說 沒甚麼啦

這樣的付出還要有多大?

網誌

久違了 網誌
而今我才了解到我是多麼的排斥讓我的父母進入我的生活
即使是那麼一點點都帶給我壓力
而讓我逃跑

連寫網誌這樣的心情都要被控制
而那和戒嚴又有何不同

久違了 blog

氛圍

而是一種難以置信的感覺
居然會變成一種排擠 或是我自我的放逐
只是當不再覺得重要之後
時間長河依然慢慢前行

而心情也就被沖逝

溢出

很常會有這樣的狀況
這時候就會希望有能夠逃避的理由 或是堅強的理由
這是期末考前的兩三天

2007年12月9日 星期日

承諾

我和自己承諾說 不要因為有多少人來參加或不參加讓自己不開心
因為我並沒有欠他們甚麼 也沒有欠之後的人甚麼
這只是一個工作而已
不開心 給自己三分鐘不開心就好了

天真

在我看來很天真不過的事情
或許不是那麼平凡
只是我覺得不同

這是最近常常聽到有人說'開心,不開心'的感想

2007年11月2日 星期五

she said



那次的失敗不是一種失敗 是一種bless, a gift
那不代表你未來每次的考試都會變成同樣的失敗
那只有代表那一次中學考試的失敗 不代表未來每次都會失敗
在那麼年輕的時候就體認到失敗 未嘗不是件不好的事情
比起一帆風順的人 那些大學聯考失利的人 未來往往可以走得更穩
=> 不是把她當做一種詛咒 而是一種獲得
在那麼年輕的時候就碰到過這麼大的困難 而且跨越

不是國外旅遊的那些經歷很漂亮 很好看 而室當你工作的時候
碰到自己不想做的事情和人 但是要去完成去跨越的時候
當你跨越過的時候 心裡面了解到 就算是怎麼樣也是完成的那種驕傲

當有人離開了你 在那個當下 你才會了解到怎麼樣的人才是你在尋找的
或許 1. 有智慧 2. 有open minded 3. ....


你可以帶著亞洲的腦袋來到美國 但是走的時候 不要帶著亞洲的腦袋回亞洲
可以的話 帶著美國的腦袋帶回亞洲

不只有成績而已 真的不只是成績而已

人生不是這樣過的 不是每次都能夠順著一樣的路 打穩基礎之後再往上一層去
假使有一天有人要你當總經理 你還沒當過課長 部長 你要選怎麼樣?當或是不當

2007年10月31日 星期三

Giordano, Click here for the music Tomorrow-Live by my Canadian angel Avril Lavign who sang the song while

Giordano, Click here for the music Tomorrow-Live by my Canadian angel Avril Lavign who sang the song while
her grandfather pass away on the same day. Nothing can stop her concert for love too.


2007年10月29日 星期一

說服

很多時候 其實我們早就知道答案了
只是我們不給自己知道答案的權利
或是我們假裝不知道答案

而我知道了嗎 我想答案是肯定的


而你知道了嗎 我不知道

2007年10月16日 星期二

怎麼這麼討厭
整個就是感覺不對 不開心
成績就是念不上去 考試考不好的感覺
很不喜歡那種書念不進去腦袋 花很長的時間念書呆在書桌前不專心

想去看色戒 想去看歌劇魅影
想去買新的大衣和northface的羽毛衣
想去看STOMP
想去南美洲玩耍
想做的事情好多阿

2007年10月15日 星期一

YouTube - Baz Luhrmann - Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)



Baz Luhrmann Lyrics - Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)




Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’99
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be
it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by
scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable
than my own meandering
experience…I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not
understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.
But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and
recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before
you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you
imagine.
Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as
effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing
bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that
never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm
on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing everyday that scares you Sing Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with
people who are reckless with yours. Floss Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes
you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with
yourself. Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you
succeed in doing this, tell me how. Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements. Stretch Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your
life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they
wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year
olds I know still don’t. Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone. Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children,maybe
you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky
chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t
congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your
choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s. Enjoy your body,
use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people
think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever
own.. Dance…even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room. Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them. Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly. Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for
good. Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the
people most likely to stick with you in the future. Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you
should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and
lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you
knew when you were young. Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard; live
in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft. Travel. Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will
philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize
that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were
noble and children respected their elders. Respect your elders. Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund,
maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one
might run out. Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will
look 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who
supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of
fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the
ugly parts and recycling it for more than
it’s worth. But trust me on the sunscreen…

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2007年10月13日 星期六

YouTube - Avril Lavgine - Complicated






Something you should know about Complicated Lyrics

Title: Avril Lavigne - Complicated lyrics

Artist: Avril Lavigne

Visitors: 4399 visitors have hited Complicated Lyrics since Feb 12, 2007.

Print: Avril Lavigne - Complicated Lyrics print version

Uh-huh,
Life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is


Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see


I like you the way you are
When we're, driving in my car
And you're talking to me
One on one
But you become


Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me


Tell me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it


No, no, no


You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're something else
Where you are and
Where you sat, you see
You're making me
Laugh out
When you strike a pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know
You're not fooling anyone
When you become


Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
Tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me


Tell me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it


No, no, no...


Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could let it be
You will see


Somebody else
'Round everyone else
You're watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me, to me


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it


No, no


Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it

2007年10月7日 星期日

the first article

first article